Dark Times?
Feb. 10th, 2026 08:56 amThere are those who have thought, "No that can't be true. No-one could be as depraved as Suetonius makes out". Among them was the doctor/writer Axel Munthe- who had a home on Capri and wrote a sort of autobiography called The Story of San Michele- which happens to be a favourite book of mine. He presents Tiberius as a philosopher king, too good for the dirty world of politics, who took to his island to think deep thoughts. When I was a kid there was a TV show called The Caesars, later eclipsed by I Claudius, which took the same line. Tiberius was played by Andre Morrell- now best known for his roles in Hammer horrors- and I still fondly remember the aura of kindliness and wisdom he gave off.
But now- after Epstein- what reason can we have for doubting Suetonius? People with unfettered power- emperors and suchlike canaille- will and do behave atrociously. And it serves nobody to be in denial.
Another example from history: In the 15th century there was a French nobleman called Gilles de Rais, who rode with Joan of Arc then retired to his castles in Brittany and- well- never mind. He got caught and made an example of, perhaps because he wasn't quite rich and powerful enough to deter the law. Or perhaps because he was an outlier- and not part of an organisation or brotherhood that knew how to protect its own.
It's become a cliche to say we live in dark times. No we don't. This is the end of the dark times. Light is being beamed into the secret places. And we need to pay attention and say "Enough!"
2026/018: Tools for Life: 10 Essential Therapy Skills Everyone Should Know — Dr Kirren Schnac
Feb. 10th, 2026 08:30 amOur environment can influence the way our genes are expressed through a process known as epigenetics, with both positive and negative experiences influencing how our genes work... nature and nurture are constantly working together, reminding us that who we are is not set in stone. [Chapter 1]
Read by the author, who has a warm and restful voice, this is an overview of some common psychological issues and how to address them. There are ten chapters, ranging from 'How You've Become Who You Are' (which examines the role of genetics, culture and trauma in shaping personality, and discusses attachment theory) to 'Healing from the Pain Caused by Others' (which focuses on relationships ending, forgiveness and closure, and how to move on).
( Read more... )January summary - Fullmetal Alchemist - 5 Podfics (+1 from November)
Feb. 10th, 2026 09:06 amReader:
Bingo Square(s): November challenge - Wish
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Pairing: Edward Elric/Roy Mustang
Summary:
Folding Paper Stars can be fun. Who knows maybe your wish will come true. ("Make a wish, Edward,""That's not even a real star,""Just make a wish, Fullmetal.""Fine." "Umm, sir? What are you doing?""Folding paper stars,")
Rating: General Audiences
Content Notes: No Archive Warnings Apply
Link to Podfic: Paper Stars [Podfic]
Title: Silphium by
Reader:
Bingo Square(s): Trans Character
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Pairing: Edward Elric/Roy Mustang
Summary:
It dawned on Ed just how fucked she would be once her periods started, so the moment she had some free time after passing the state exams she set out to the state library. Ed was capable of reconstructing a female body from base elements at the age of ten - surely she could figure out what hormones could induce a miscarriage.
Rating: Mature
Content Notes: Graphic Depictions Of Violence
Link to Podfic: Silphium [Podfic]
Title: It's a Party by
Reader:
Bingo Square(s): Repod Cold, January challenge - Party
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Summary:Once Edward became legal, the number of office outings to the pub went up exponentially. Possibly this was because Edward was really fun to take to a pub.
Rating: General Audiences
Content Notes: No Archive Warnings Apply
Link to Podfic: It's a Party [Podfic]
Title: Paper Cranes by
Reader:
Bingo Square(s): Fairy Tale
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Pairing: Edward Elric/Roy Mustang
Summary:
They say if you fold a thousand paper cranes, the gods will grant you one wish(Really, Fullmetal, first paper stars, now paper cranes.""What was that for?""That, Roy Mustang, was for kissing me last time.")
Rating: General Audiences
Content Notes: No Archive Warnings Apply
Link to Podfic: Paper Cranes [Podfic]
Title: Paper Triangles by
Reader:
Bingo Square(s): Read a Fic Cold
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Pairing: Edward Elric/Roy Mustang
Summary: Dragons represent Fire, the powers of the rules, and hidden secrets. (Why paper triangles and where was my hello when you came back?" )
Rating: General Audiences
Content Notes: No Archive Warnings Apply
Link to Podfic: Paper Triangles [Podfic]
Title: Paper Flowers by
Reader:
Bingo Square(s): Aspirational Project
Fandom: Fullmetal Alchemist
Pairing: Edward Elric/Roy Mustang
Summary: Paper flowers are the best way to deliver a message. "So who are these for?" "For you." "Aishiteru."
Rating: General Audiences
Content Notes: No Archive Warnings Apply
Link to Podfic: Paper Flowers [Podfic]
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Feb. 9th, 2026 11:56 pmThis one is easy. I'm in awe when it comes to my brother, Daniel. He's a Religious artist and does so much for the poor. He's very artistic. He plays three instruments, he sculpts, he's a paper cutting artist, he paints, draws and finally, he can sing too. There is nothing he doesn't do. He writes religious books, and children's books on Saints. He's just begun to have macular degeneration. So, he's losing his sight. He's not a complainer. He just had to switch up what he works on. Things have to be bigger now. He is the most caring person you would ever meet. He volunteers for three different places every week. I'm very proud of him. We all adore him. He's also the uncle to all the nieces and nephews that also adore him. I think every family has someone special in their life. He's all ours. We're grateful.
And I Am On A Roll - Another Fic Post!
Feb. 10th, 2026 02:02 amFandom: Gentlemen Prefer Blondes
Character(s): Dorothy Shaw, Lorelei Lee
Rating: G
Summary: Playing dumb was not Dorothy's style, but desperate times called for desperate measures.
2026 not quite 365 days questions meme February
Feb. 9th, 2026 11:40 pmNo, can’t say as I have. I don’t know what they’re for. I’m too old evidently. 😁😁
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My fandoms are: Some Sword/Some Play (18+)! A very obscure little game that I love so much I've basically adopted one of the characters as my OC. Please I am so abnormal about these lesbians. Longtime Vocaloid fan, I think I'm coming up on 9 years now. I love Hatsune Miku (she's literally me) and recently Teto SynthV has captured my heart. Recently got back into FNaF (my favorite is Mangle!). Very normal about Neon Genesis Evangelion. Huge music nerd: love digital hardcore like Ada Rook, but also into stuff under the goth umbrella, industrial, shoegaze, new wave... I like a little bit of everything. I also love Emilie Autumn, Machine Girl, Nashimoto Ui, Chelsea Wolfe, and femtanyl.
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Tragic....
Feb. 9th, 2026 09:08 pmPoly-b-us would be an amazing pun name for a local team, but the amount of Portland brain rot you'd need to fully get it is too much. Like, a team would use the name but the layers would be lost on readers. (Could use it as a one-off background joke, though. Also, Oregon is the Beaver State so I'm surprised none of our IRL recc league teams haven't snagged Beaver Skate)
* Guess who walked 2.6 miles for a PDXWLF exhibit that turned out to not be there? Yup, that's our PDXWLF. I think I am going to hit one more location, one that I am hopeful for, and call it good for this year.
* Heated Rivalry related link - This is a really good breakdown as to how Shane and Ilya being in the same division effects them and the story.
DAY 10 - FIC - AVATAR KORRA - JINORA
Feb. 10th, 2026 01:46 amTitle: The way of my ancestors
Fandom: Avatar: the Legend of Korra + Avatar: the Last Airbender
Characters: Jinora-centric, her family and Aang
Rating: Gen
Summary: This is it, Jinora thought to herself. This is the restart for her people. Jinora prepares to take over the mantle. Her grandfather shows her the way.
Story in ao3
E Pluribus Unum
Feb. 9th, 2026 08:31 pm
I hadn’t actually planned to watch the Super Bowl yesterday. I have a friend who I watch it with some years, because his household gets really into it, and that more or less makes up for the fact that I’ve never cared much about football. (I feel like an 80s hipster when I say this, but it’s true.) But then another friend wanted to go out for dinner, and we sort of wound up watching the game because we’re in Seattle and every place with a TV had it tuned to the NFL.
As a non-football fan—even one living in Seattle, where Seahawks excitement was palpable leading up to the big day—the main thing I kept hearing about the game was the halftime show, and how outrageous some people thought it was that the NFL had booked a performer who didn’t even sing in English. To the point that those people decided to do their own show.
Which, sure, okay, why not. It’s not like we’re living in a Clockwork Orange reality where someone’s going to strap you into a chair and pry your eyes open while they stream Youtube at you. You can watch anything you want, including nothing.
The purpose, though, was to make a statement: that’s not American. This is. As outrage marketing goes, I guess it worked, though the Puppy Bowl got more viewers than the All-American Halftime Show.
Bad Bunny, on the other hand, doesn’t need that kind of marketing. Whether you’ve heard of him or not (and I really do not understand “I’ve never heard of X” as a metric as to whether it’s notable, especially for those of us too old to be a marketing demographic for youth culture), the guy is the top-streamed artist on Spotify for 2025.
If anything, the NFL needed him, not the other way around. In 2024, the NFL was quite candid about seeking to grow its audience, specifically among Hispanics. And no wonder: the Super Bowl might top 125 million viewers every year, but the final match of the 2022 FIFA World Cup hit 1.5 billion. American football (as distinct from what the rest of the world calls football) might be a religion for many, but if the NFL has a religion, it’s money.
What’s fascinating to me is how terrifying that is to at least some of the people who decided to spend halftime watching Kid Rock instead. I’m giving a pass to people who genuinely enjoy that lineup better, since in a vast and infinite universe, such people undoubtedly exist. There’s no accounting for taste. The rest, though, seem to feel a need to indicate political affiliation through their choice of entertainment. You can tell who these people are because they criticized this year’s choice on the (inaccurate) grounds that he’s not American, when they raised no such objections about The Who, Paul McCartney, or U2.
There is a shared understanding of the moment going on here, though, and you could see it in Bad Bunny’s show whether or not you understood a word of what he was singing. Visually as well as musically, his performance was crammed full of enough history and symbolism to fuel a raft of thinkpieces, annotations, and reaction videos. Especially if you feel like you missed a lot, go looking for some of those. It’s worth it, in part because among the many things Bad Bunny’s show was about, it was about the shaping of identity and how that happens. It was about the America that I was taught as a child to believe in: the one where we’re unified by our common humanity and belief in self-determination and flourishing for everyone, while honoring the diversity of cultures and histories that brought us all here.
The “All-American Halftime Show” seemed, instead, to be a straitjacket, or a Procrustean bed—something inspired less by possibility and potential, and more by an exclusive and constricted definition of what “American” actually means.
That’s part of this country’s history, too. But if it’s a choice between the two, I’ll go with the one that seeks to welcome instead of exclude.
Day 9: Fic - The Incandescent - Saffy Walden, Lilly Tibbett
Feb. 9th, 2026 08:16 pmChapters: 1/1
Fandom: The Incandescent - Emily Tesh
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Sapphire "Saffy" Walden, Lilly Tibbett (The Incandescent)
Additional Tags: magic in academia, Demonic Possession, Office Supplies, Mice, no mice were harmed in the making of this fic
Summary:
Chetwood faculty are reminded not to store food in their offices, as this may attract unwanted pests. Any actual or suspected cases of demonic possession, no matter how minor, should be reported at once to the Director of Magic, in person or via the campus web portal.
I got things done today!
Feb. 9th, 2026 10:41 pmThen I did what I am very proud of. I got the printer working again. Before I went to Arisia I tried printing out my to do list and discovered the computer wasn't recognizing the (wireless) printer. I had no time then to play with it so I let it be, and I hadn't done anything about it since.
But today I fiddled with it and discovered that somehow something called the MP driver had gotten uninstalled or something. Then I had to find the MP driver (not the printer driver, mind you!) and install it. Allow me to say the Canon website was only marginally helpful. Yes the drivers were there to download... but difficult to locate that MP driver. I did though and got the printer working.
Then I added water to the turtle tank. And then I cleaned the cat pan.
Then I tossed on some clothes (sweat pants and my thermal shirt) and took the dirty kitty litter and the two Valentines for Middle Brother and the Kid, and ventured out into the cold. It's actually warmed up a bit but still was below freezing.
Anyway, I took the litter to the garbage, and walked around the block, and to the mailbox and mailed the Valentines. So they should arrive before Saturday I hope.
Then I had something to eat. And I went to the bedroom and lay down for awhile and played solitaire on my phone.
Meanwhile my limited edition Stephen Colbert Funko Pop has not yet been delivered, although the tracking said it was out for delivery yesterday. So I looked up how to contact Funko and I sent them a message.
Then I Teamed the FWiB. We were going along fine, over an hour, when the Teams crashed and kicked me out. We got back on, but it was annoying. Don't know if it was Teams, or my wretched computer.
The Funko people answered! They said it was normal to have a delivery delay and I should wait a few days before panicking. So I will wait.
Then I had dinner, a Lean Cuisine frozen pizza for World Pizza Day. Tasty. Then I went to the bedroom again, and played on the phone til pet feeding time.
And so I got some stuff done today.
Gratitude List:
1. The FWiB.
2. Got the printer working without too much trouble.
3. Got the Valentines out.
4. Heard back from Funko.
5. Have Samsung Health working on my phone now to count steps.
6. Pizza.
I've only myself to blame
Feb. 9th, 2026 10:41 pm(The preamble is about 6000 words)
February LOVE-fest
Feb. 9th, 2026 09:54 pm2. friendship
3. love of nature
4. passion
5. soulmates
6. unrequited love
7. lust
8. love of the game
9. devotion
10. love of food
11. polyamory
12. long distance love
13. lovesickness
14. romantic love
15. love of place
16. marriage
17. love of order and method
18. divine love
19. platonic love
20. infatuation
21. maternal love
22. obsession
23. agape
24. love of animals
25. unconditional love
26. forbidden love
27. ecstasy
28. the beloved
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I just finished a detective novel where the motive revolves around an anti-abortion fanatic so it had me thinking interpreting devotion in other ways.
Fandom: BBC Sherlock
Length: 100
Rating: Gen but warning for mention of pro-life/anti-abortion violence and fanaticism
Summary: After a case, Sherlock makes an assumption.
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this is my favorite solo performance of Jungkook's, and this song has a line (which actually rhymes in English! Huzzah! Most of the time, their English lyrics sort-of-not-really rhyme): Show you what devotion is / deeper than the ocean is.





Tuesday: Acts of Love
Feb. 10th, 2026 12:46 amAs a reminder, we are using a new posting schedule. Sundays are for Lonely Prompts and sharing the fills that you completed during the week, Tuesdays and Thursdays are for new themes and prompts, and Saturdays will remain a Free for All.
Today's theme, in honor of Valentine's Day, is acts of love. Prompts should have anything to do with actions a character takes in honor of someone they love - platonically or romantically.
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No more than five prompts in a row.
No more than three prompts in the same fandom.
Use the character's full names and the fandom's full name
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If your fill contains spoilers, warn and leave plenty of space, or use the above-mentioned spoiler cut.
Prompts should be formatted as follows: [Use the character's full names and fandom's full name]
Fandom, Character +/ Character, Prompt
Some examples to get the ball rolling...
+ DC, Barbara Gordon/Dick Grayson, chivalry
+ Arcane, Caitlyn Kiramman/Vi, helping Vi move her stuff into the Kiramman family estate
+ Any, any, giving someone a "just because" gift
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